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Salama thinks about the irony of hiding in her old home, where her mother died. Once it’s quiet, she asks if Kenan will post his footage of the protest; he will. She tries to convince him not to, as she thinks his posting will lead to their families’ torture. Kenan is exasperated, as he wants to keep making a difference. Salama argues he’s being selfish. Their fight escalates until she says if he ever gets arrested or dies, she’ll never forgive him because she’s in love with him. Kenan returns her feelings.
Kenan then asks Salama why her eyes dart sometimes, like she’s looking for someone. Though she’s never told anyone, she explains Khawf and her other hallucinations. Kenan shows empathy, as his brother Yusuf doesn’t speak due to PTSD; he believes they can find Salama and Yusuf mental health treatment when they leave. As they share their ideas for the future, Kenan says he wants to be with Salama no matter how long they end up surviving. He gives a heartfelt speech and pulls out a ring, asking Salama to marry him; she accepts.
When Salama awakens the next morning, she and Kenan are still gleeful. They slept in her old home, and plan to have a small wedding ceremony later that day at the hospital, then a big wedding in Germany. Kenan gave her his mother’s ring, which is too big, so she strings it on her necklace chain instead. He walks Salama home, then hurries to check on his siblings.
Salama can barely hide her glee when she shows Layla the ring. Layla is pleased, but is having painful pregnancy symptoms. She apologizes for being unable to attend the hospital wedding, but looks forward to the next one in Germany. She insists Salama become a wife today, and Salama agrees.
Kenan and his siblings arrive at the hospital. Yusuf is wary of Salama, but Lama is excited and thanks her for saving her life. The couple asks Dr. Ziad to officiate the spontaneous ceremony. With teary eyes, he accepts, since he views Salama as another daughter. The couple use the standard Muslim vows to solidify their union, with patients cheering. After the wedding, Kenan stammers that he should have given Salama a dowry, or at least a wedding dress. She promises she wants a marriage with him, not a wedding.
In the medicine stockroom, Khawf appears. Now that Salama is married, he questions what she would do if Kenan or his siblings were to get arrested: Would she stay in Syria or leave with Layla? Salama doesn’t want to choose between her husband and sister-in-law, but says she’s already leaving Hamza. Khawf hopes she won’t be buried in Syria.
Am approaches Salama during her shift and asks if her new groom knows about her broken moral compass. She asks if he’s threatening her, but he simply wants to scare her after he almost ruined his life. She still feels remorseful over Samar, admitting what she did was wrong but insisting she still has a conscience. Am says Samar is fine but has a scar to remember Salama’s “conscience.”
At the end of Salama’s shift, Kenan and his siblings arrive. They’re moving in with Salama and Layla for their last five days before leaving. They walk home as a family, talking happily about their future. When they arrive, Salama hurries to talk to Layla in the back bedroom. Kenan comes in, but she yells at him to stop since Layla doesn’t have her hijab on. He swears no one is present. Salama is confused; she’s talking to Layla, but Kenan doesn’t see or hear Layla.
Salama begs Kenan to say Layla is present. With sadness, he explains no one is in the room. Salama looks to Layla, who reveals she’s real in her heart. Layla reminds her about a past shooting. Salama has a flashback to this day, when Layla, who was two months pregnant, died by a sniper. She refused this reality and created her own—a hallucination of Layla. Now that Salama is happy with Kenan and planning to leave Syria, Layla promises nothing was her fault. She feels it’s time to say goodbye, trusting Salama can move forward without her. Salama is left mourning her friend, and Kenan soothes her.
Lama walks into the room, asking for Layla. Kenan says she is in heaven while Salama dries her tears. Though Lama is confused, Yusuf looks at Salama and understands her struggle.
After dinner and the children are asleep, Salama and Kenan talk about Layla. Salama remembers her last day with her, realizing her mind created a fantasy of Layla for the past five months. In shock, she wonders why she’s leaving; she doesn’t have a promise to keep anymore. Kenan reminds her that they’re leaving for the sake of safety and her mental health. Later that night, Khawf comes to Salama, laughing over her thinking Layla was real. Salama believes Khawf is real, and he says since fear is already high in Syria, he won’t remain with her once she leaves. She asks where he will go, and he replies “Everywhere.”
The theme of Mental Health: The Power of One’s Internal World is shown through the reveal of Layla being a hallucination. Because Salama is braver after the sarin chemical attack and protest, she can admit she is experiencing hallucinations and likely needs therapy. Her reveal of Khawf and other hallucinations shows she trusts Kenan and wants them to have a honest relationship. Similarly, when Kenan can’t see or hear Layla, he approaches the situation with honesty. When Layla herself gently tells the truth—“Layla’s hands are on my cheeks and I shiver. I can feel her hands. ‘It wasn’t your fault, do you understand me? You didn’t break your promise to Hamza’” (295)—Salama understands she made her deceased friend real again. Both Khawf and Layla are figments of Salama’s mind, but Kenan accepts the fact and supports her as she grieves anew. He understands that everyone does whatever is needed to cope. Like Yusuf, who stopped talking after his parents died, Salama has her own way of dealing with grief. Kenan’s approach to both Yusuf and Salama shows his empathy for them, his commitment to getting them mental help.
Word choice provides further characterization for Salama, showing the influence of medicine in the novel. When she introduces Khawf, though Kenan can’t see him, she uses medical language to describe her mental state: “He’s been in my life since Mama died. I fell pretty hard on my head that day and, I don’t know, maybe a head injury coupled with my PTSD has affected the relationship between my brain’s frontal lobe and sensory cortex” (265). By using medical terms, she tries to make sense of her situation. This word choice echoes her repetition of various plants and their healing properties (Chapter 10), a reminder of Salama’s dream before the war—of becoming a pharmacist. Her use of logic paired with her love for Kenan creates tension.
Layla’s fate is alluded to with minimal foreshadowing, mentions of her “close call” in a past shooting and never leaving the house. She only admits the truth when Salama is able to handle the revelation, showing her kindness even as a vision. Before falling in love with Kenan, Salama needed her friend to cope, so Layla remained—but now, Salama can finally move on. Love and Faith Through Tragedy allow Salama and Kenan to find peace and imagine a future. Their happy romance continues to contrast with the war, which makes their relationship even more poignant. Kenan’s imagining of their life together—with him animating Salama’s stories—makes their romance unique to them. The couple’s spontaneous engagement and wedding prove they can find happiness even during war. Kenan has opened Salama’s mind to the possibility of a free life filled with love, no matter how long they survive. With Kenan, she feels herself returning to her old self before the war, the girl who was hopeful.
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