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Jack GantosHole In My Life
Nonfiction | Autobiography / Memoir | Adult | Published in 2002A modern alternative to SparkNotes and CliffsNotes, SuperSummary offers high-quality Study Guides with detailed chapter summaries and analysis of major themes, characters, and more. For select classroom titles, we also provide Teaching Guides with discussion and quiz questions to prompt student engagement.
Part 3, Chapters 3-4Chapter Summaries & Analyses
Part 3, Chapter 3 Summary: “A Long, Long Day”
Gantos goes on trial for his crimes. Tepper presents the evidence previously known to Gantos, and the judge asks Gantos if he feels bad about committing the crime or if he simply regrets getting caught, to which Gantos expresses remorse for committing the crime. However, Tepper shows the ship’s log entry where Gantos states, “Hamilton has read my mind—I’m not doing anything wrong. I’m just afraid of punishment” (144). This entry turns out to be particular damning, and the judge sentences Gantos to prison: two months to six years. In addition, Gantos’ father informs him that he destroyed Gantos’ beloved car for the insurance money. After he signs the insurance papers, Gantos is taken to the holding prison on West Street and is reunited with Lucas. Gantos is forced to dodge an inmate requesting sex from him. Though Gantos reaches his destination physically unscathed, inmates gang-rape Lucas at West Street.
Part 3, Chapter 4 Summary: “My Yellow Cell”
Upon arrival at Ashland Federal Prison in Kentucky, the physician’s assistant quarantines Gantos due to lice infestation. For this, Gantos is grateful, as it keeps him in a cell away from the general prison population. Gantos receives books and some paper to write with, using his time in solitary to commit himself to nonfiction writing. While initially enamored with great fiction writers, Gantos realizes that what is happening around him is far more interesting. Unfortunately, the doctor clears Gantos to return to general population, but Gantos avoids this: he volunteers for the medical ward and gets to keep his solitary “yellow cell” (154).
Part 3, Chapters 3-4 Analysis
In prison, Gantos is forced to pretend he is not afraid in the face of violence against him. He also pretends to be tougher than he is when confronted with the possibility of prison rape and violence. Gantos helps Lucas after the latter is raped, but remarks, “[i]t was just twenty-four hours since I had been sentenced and I knew I was in way over my head” (153). In Chapter 3, time appears to move in slow motion. The reader has a feeling that Gantos has been incarcerated for a while because he witnesses so much violence and despair, but it has only been a day. Time moves similarly when he first moves into King’s Court, that motel rooma metaphorical cell for Gantos at moments. This foreshadows the pace at which Gantos fears time will pass in prison; he cannot even contemplate days, much less years,in a prison setting.
Yellow also returns as a motif in the memoir in Chapter Four; Gantos describes his cell as yellow, like his room at King’s Court, but this time yellow functions as more than decay. Disease and denigration abound in the form of depraved inmates and the wounds Gantos tends to in the medical ward, but the yellowness of the cell also becomes a cocoon for Gantos; he finds solace in the relative safety of his cell, which contrasts to the threats he faces from the prison’s general populace. He even discovers important things about himself, given the safety of the cell to reflect. He reads a quote from the movie Cool Hand Luke: “What we have here is a failure to communicate” (158) and suggests this quote has more to do with self-awareness. Yet, the reader can see further growth in that area of Gantos’ character, exemplified in the portion where he describes each morning: he is expected to ‘count’ his presence for the guards, and this reminds him of when he said to Rik, “count me in” (157) for the smuggling venture. In this section, he also begins to write again; in his yellow cell, he puts his emotional wounds into his writing and exhaustion and yellow come to signify more of a wound healing than active decay.
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